My Little World

New beginning

2011-11-22T16:19:00.002-12:00

Life as an adult...
Has been a pretty good one except mama still protects and takes care of me.
Met a guy who loves me and it has been 11 days together. Went through quite a lot cuz he was admitted to hospital and I took care of him. Hope that this feeling won't fade and he will stay faithful and truthful to me thoughout..
Miss doing things like swimming and cycling.
Miss having lots of time to spend. Working suck bt there is where u get money and live a life. Can't wait for my leave to come next week.
Hope time fly pass quick!!!

2011-09-29T21:36:00.001-12:00

One day you’re gonna want her. That girl that knew she wasn’t perfect, but tried to be for you. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths. That girl who still can’t bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it. The girl that should have you, but doesn’t.

Back in reality

2011-05-27T04:03:00.005-12:00

Last two weeks has been a very happening weekends for me. First I went to Phuket with my friends. 3days 2 nights and the villa was heaven! I admit the flight there for me was super terrible as I was having hangover. Vomited twice in the plane is not cool at all but lucky my friends were there to take care of me. They said I was laughing and talking loudly in the plane. When we arrived there, it was a long journey to the villa that we were staying at. So we cam whored all the way there and when we say our private pool, we just can't wait to dive into it!
So first day there was to familiarize ourselves to the environment. the back of our villa, we could see moo moos at the lawn. Beautiful. Then we went shopping and my friend cooked dinner! It was a hearty homely dinner!
Drank and partied in the pool after dinner. Sleeps.
Second day was outing to the sea and beached. First time had the cooling water and warm sand brushing on my legs. Wanted to avoid the sun actually but in the end I was having so much fun! Drinking beer and enjoying ice cream by the beach is love!
The day ended with dinner at another beach and diving into the pool again before zzz.
last day was shopping day. was kind of rushing but we headed to the massage pallor.

The second outing was to Genting with my lesby love, my gaming fren and her fren.

Bad luck

2011-04-18T02:32:00.002-12:00

Recently so many things happened in work. So kind of stressed up with life at times. But whenever it comes to meeting up with friends, they really lighten up my life. I'm really looking forward for the short getaway!!!

Been partying so much lately and I shall try and reduce them as night life is not really healthy. Really need so much of a focus and strength at work. These few days I keep hearing someone calling my name at work when I'm super busy... and it really kinda of freaks me up.

Tomorrow I'm having off and I'm going to visit the dentist. Let me count how many years have I not seen a dentist........ like omg since sec school!
My freaking wisdom tooth is giving me pain everyday... Drowned myself with painkillers.

Was super tired after work today but my ward clerk made some desserts and shared with us. Would really wanna attempt the 'fake cheesecake' soon again when I have the time.

2011-03-21T02:40:00.003-12:00

Life has been tough since I was single. Many unlucky things happened to me and losing those "used-to-be important" stuff that he gave me was a relief that I don't need to decide whether to delete or not.
Words are lies and lies are using words to express...
Been having fever since yesterday and when i was alone waiting to see a doctor just now, I felt so scared and lost... No one to turn to... Thought I had nearly fainted too... Hais..

I don't know why he still appear in my dreams... But this year's birthday would be just me alone. No one to cuddle and say "happy birthday dear" to me.
I'm crying now while typing these. Its really hard for me to let go thinking how much I loved him in the past and now that he's happily attached with a girl who is closer to his age. She must be a very lucky girl indeed..

Just read though my friend's gf's blog and it reminded me on how much I blogged about us in the past.

Nothing really interesting for me to post in my blog nowadays... Different guys came into my life for awhile. Non manage to stay long...

Have been spending time with my friends chilling, partying, watching tons and tons of movies... I don't know how long more am I going to spend my time like this.

I party till I get drunk and nobody gives a damn about it. I just love being drunk and dance till i ache.

Just recently got a flower hand made by my ITE students. They really made my day cuz it has been some time since I'd received flowers. :)

Wad I wish to see in my man

2011-02-20T03:00:00.009-12:00

I want him to hold my hands right in front of all his friends and relatives and show them that I am his girl.
I want him to tell me the three words and really mean it.
I want to go travelling together with him.
I want him to give me flowers every Valentine's day no matter is it real or fake ones.
I want him to tell me all his worries and what happened when I am not by his side.
I want him to have a picnic with me in some lovely place.
I want to go kite flying with him.
I want to go ice skating and roller blading with him.
I want him to write love letters to me once in awhile on special occasions.
I want him to tell me that he will be there for me no matter what and really keep that promise.
I want him to hug me when its raining and lie down on bed and do nothing.
I want him to kiss me with passion and love.
I want him to hug me with tight squeeze.
I want him to gently tuck my hair behind my ears away from my face when they fall downwards.
I want him to go with me to an island and lie on the sandy beach and look at the stars together.
I want him to hold my hands till we grow old and die.
I want him to sing me my favorite love songs whenever I feel sad.
I want him to carry me when I feel sick.
I want him to tell me not to worry when I am worried.
I want him to be a father who takes care of both his children and wife.
I want him to have responsibilities towards everything he does.
I want him to be able to listen to me talk no matter what.
I want his shoulders to be there to lend me cry on.
I want him to cook my favorite food out of the blue, surprising me.
I want him to cuddle me in a blanket on a rainy day.
But all these is impossible unless there is really a guy who loves me.

Letting go

2011-01-21T03:37:00.002-12:00

I am still learning to let go.
FML.
Work, health and relationships with normal people- screwed up. All because u said u dun love me.
What is true love? I don't know. I will just wait for someone who truly loves me and wants to spend his life with me and accept all my flaws.
All these 3 years I thought I have found you but I was wrong. Last one to know that u dun love me. How nice to know I was being make use of.
Wondering wad i have been doing recently? I have been crying every night still and thinking about you. But you, dun even give a damn.
GET OUT OF MY MIND!

Letting go

2010-12-17T03:37:00.003-12:00

Finally I was the one who blurt it out as no one was voicing out the decision. Letting go a full 3 years relationship is difficult but I'm sure I will be able to cope. He wants to be alone for awhile, if he still wants me back, that time will come when it is right. I hope time heals my broken heart. Seeing him trying to love me back it painful. Really. I cried out loud to myself. No one will be there to see except Yoshi now. I just hugged him and he told me to stay strong.
I will have to clear my mind now. Taking deep breaths, cleaning away my tears, but more is flowing out non-stop.
I don't understand how a 'lovely' relationship can end like this. He said I was forcing and blaming him for making my year end like that. But all I wanted to say was I want to spend my festives with him. Too bad its too late to save anything. Too late for everything now. Lonely Christmas, lonely new year. Super sad still with his one word replies.

LIfe as a 21 now

2010-11-23T17:33:00.003-12:00

Being 21 now, makes me an adult, lots of things on mind.
Attending friend's 21st birthday parties, counting down to 2011, saving money, planning for future, packing my room and table (forever messy), paying phone bills, doing housework and trying to enjoy life to the max with minimal spendings.
I personally feel that as humans we should really spare a thought for each other. Be it in relationships, partners, colleagues, family, etc...
I want so much to travel around seeing my other friends travelling and taking so many beautiful pictures. I don't want to live life and regret it. I want to travel. Plan: Next year to Australia.
Weather outside now: Rainy
Tomorrow back to work after my post night. Was feeling so sleepy and didn't want to wake up today. However I managed to do some housework and next up is to pack my table.

Lost Civilization

2010-11-23T17:21:00.003-12:00

I have watched some recent videos in youtube about Atlantis, Pyramids, End of the world, Crystals skulls, I Ching prediction, Mayan calendar and many more...
What if the world is really coming to an end?? What will you be doing on the 21/12/2010 which is a Friday? In Singapore, perhaps we'll all experience floods.

I posted this question to my BF. He told me he would probably take leave and stay at home.
So many thing came upon me. There are so many mysteries left untouched in this world. It suddenly triggered me that we;re left with only 2 more years to the end of everything.
It is said that you have to find all 13 crystal skulls and gather them all before that day. It will stop the moving of the lining of earth and all the planets and stop the equator for moving for north to south and south to north. But they believe some skulls are hidden in the bottom of pyramids, mayan temple and under the ocean. Hope on earth are we going to get it? Its really impossible.

Alright, the purpose of this post is to inform all of you to wake up! Yes please wake up and do something about your life. There are so many things undone and we're only left with 2 years. There are so many types of saying about this 'end-of-the-world' things from many types of cultures and religions. Complicating and yet leave us hanging in the air with ???? over our heads.

Be it true or not, the future is not within our predictions and our hands.

Heart is crying.

2010-10-08T02:28:00.001-12:00

Having to know that u have made so much effort in a relationship and nw that someone tells you tat it is not working out. My heart is crying now and I am crying non-stop now.

Life

2010-10-06T16:06:00.003-12:00

Life have been ok so far. But I don't know about my relationship wise. Have been thinking about it a lot lately.
"I don't have the world of time for you but I will try to make time for you", (Derek Tay's words) are in my mind again. But my Dear has the time for me always cuz we meet almost everyday.
But is he really getting bored of me. I have the uncertain feelings.

Yeah

2010-10-01T16:25:00.003-12:00

Just now the sky looks threatening but now its sunny outside! Water time! Can't wait! :D
Just recently went chalet at Downtown east. So here are some pictures:

Off tomorrow

2010-10-01T03:16:00.003-12:00

Finally having off tomorrow! Have been working 3 days afternoon shift straight and every night went home quite late... Today was morning shift but I took my own time to check everything before heading home. Was having insomnia last night and slept at almost 2am.

Yeah tomorrow is water time again! Can't wait to play in 'Tsunami' and the dark dark slide where I will scream out loud! Hope can take some pictures and post them up here. Long time no pictures in my blog already. I miss blogging.
I remembered last time while waiting for Dear, I will sit at a corner and blog and blog.

Mama will be back tomorrow! I also can't wait for my annual leave to come! I want to get out of this island for a short trip!
Recently I have been working and working but I realized how much I have aged. I want my childhood back! With no stress, everyday go home and rest and relax and play nonstop!

I miss my grandma at times when I nurse my patients. :(

2 days back, my patient said to me: "Are your pregnant?"
Me: Har (looks at tummy)
Patient: No ar? cuz when you walk, you look like you're.
Me: No la patient I not pregnant, I not even married yet.
Then she laughed and aplogise saying she can't see clearly.
Obviously I gained weight that someone actually can mistook that I'm pregnant.
After that I couldn't stop laughing and told me colleagues. They LOL and say my patient better not see them or they will be labelled as pregnant too.

Next 2 weeks I will be working night again! Kinda of looking forward to it as my dear preceptor will be with me! I miss her a lot!

*If you won't do anything, I can't be bothered.

Million thoughts

2010-09-21T22:07:00.002-12:00

I seriously having trouble sleeping recently due to the million thoughts I have in my mind. I know there is no use thinking about them when eventually it won't turn up the way I hope it will. Well I'm going to start night shifts this weekend!! Kind of very excited about it! Today is lunar month latern festival. I can't wait to buy ice skin mooncake later!!! I hate waiting for ur messages! I hope u know about that. I know it's all so random but I'm using I touch to type with my hair let down n my eyes closing soon... Lol... Should I go for yoga when I can save the money up?? I think I will not join... Money hard to earn nowadays... I realized make up really does wonder cuz just nw when I went toilet, I was shocked to see such a sick n weak gal in the mirror... But aft letting my hair down n covering my dark circles, drawing eyes shawdow and applying some lip gloss on, I look more lively and not to say, younger! Lol!!

The real me

2010-09-13T22:26:00.002-12:00

Deep down I'm still searching my soul. Looking for something important. How should I go about doing it?? Idk... It has been some time since i last blogged. Can't wait for Thursday to come!! I went to meet up with my dear primary school bestie, Yi Wen. We played badminton but I was in a rush to meet dad so didn't really talk much except during the break... I miss the times we had together when we were young. She is going overseas for her studies next week. I need to meet up with her again for lunch!

haiss

2010-08-22T15:37:00.001-12:00

All i want is a getaway and relax, not in our mini island... :(

Random

2010-08-21T13:53:00.002-12:00

People come and leave... In some cases they have no choice but to leave silently. But it's good if they still send u MSG time to time to remind u that they once appeared in ur life with good and sweet memories. Some have quarrels with u hut deep in ur heart u still remember the wonderful moments u had with them before...

Second month

2010-07-25T19:31:00.003-12:00

This is my second month in this ward and so far I'm coping well. Still they are some people who just stick to their own groups and speaks their own mother tongue during work which is the only thing that I disagree with. There are too much gossips around in their own clans. I don't know if I am being talked and discussed about anot but I'm just going to hang in there and do what I am suppose to do. FULLSTOP. I miss the times being a student but yet working is stress. The problems I face in work are discussed with my new sister. My preceptor is very patient and kind. Always helping me when it is super busy. But I think I should get a feedback from her soon so that I can improve.

There are many thoughts that I have about this career that is being able to take advanced dip and advance forward. There are many nurses who are working there for 4-5 years but still not getting their advanced dip yet... I'm kind of worried being a newbie, I think I will take that long to do it too... So what should I do? Hais.... Maybe I should just work for 2 years first and the decide if I like this ward and this Geriatric setting anot. I hope everything can be smooth sailing and if ever I face any difficulties, I hope I will hang in there and persevere. :D

Today is my off day but its madly boring... Everyone is now busy and working. So no time to meet up and all that. I miss Isaac... But does he know about it?

Anyway I think I put on a lot cuz yesterday ate all of my favorite food the whole day. Managed to play Mahjong to destress with mama and Dear. Watched "Ghost Lab" and then headed to Changi V for dinner! :D

This week is Dear's 30th birthday and I have yet to prepare anything! OMG!!!

The weather is mad nice and cozy to nap now but I will try not to, if not I can't sleep tonight.

All dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them.

Words

2010-06-15T22:51:00.003-12:00

Thoughts 2

2010-06-15T22:23:00.001-12:00

I am not asking for more, but I know where I stand.

-Thoughts-

2010-06-15T22:02:00.002-12:00

I have been looking back and thinking through what has happened. Everyone is busy and tired after work, but the effort and actions spell it all.
I have been trying hard to make time whenever possible, but I can't feel that is being done to me...

Drowning

2010-06-02T01:25:00.001-12:00

Once again I am drowned by my own feelings. Bottling them up and diving into it... I duno hw to feel now... Numbed...

One more week~

2010-05-27T17:52:00.004-12:00

Its officially one more week before I am stepping into the ward as a junior staff nurse. One more week of training and that's it, I will have a lot of things to learn and do. I have pledged to take responsibilities and stuff like that. So I will do my very best for the people under my care.

I was super stressed out last few days as I was being tested on my IVAM (intravenous administration of medicines) and lucky thing is I passed! Happy but wasn't satisfied with my second station. The atmosphere suddenly turned tensed when my instructor gave me that classic look and was so stern. I swear I know my stuff but when she looked into my eyes, I was having mental block and can't think of the answer to her questions. MADNESS! Like totally!!!!!!!!!!!

When I saw that she ticked all the reqiurements were met and when I walked out of the chilly cold room, I nearly cried...

Next week I will be having an MCQ test which I believe I can pass too so I will have to study during this long weekend.

It has been some time since I last blogged. Been really busy and shag these weeks of training.

I hope I can survive through my probation period in the ward. Jia you!!! :D (I will need more chicken of essence.)

Last night went expo to do project and there was the John Little sales! I can't resist the temptation cuz the previous time I saw a bag and didn't buy it and really regret it. So I bought 2 bags and a belt to fit my new pants suit! :D Many people say I look good in it only Mama keep saying it makes me look shorter. Only thing is I will have to wear heels with it to look taller. Now with the belt on I think its even nicer! :)

Dinner later at town with friends! I can't wait. One of the saturday I went iceskating with my friends. Had a lot of fun and I fell down once only. Dear fell so many times cause he sped. Lolx. Was glad that he ended work early and could make it to skate with me. :D overall my virgin ice skating experience was great and fun! <3

2 more weeks to go!

2010-05-14T01:52:00.001-12:00

Hi peeps! I just started working and I'm having my training month till 4th of June. Thereafter I will be officially starting work in the ward and having 6 months of probation before I am being confirmed as a stuaff nurse! OMG!

I hope I can survive through and really make it! Next Tuesday is my graduation day! Hee finally this day is here for me and I'm really glad I made it through this far. *Thanks to whoever is blessing me :D*

Tomorrow I'm meeting my gang again for ice-skating at Kallang Leisure Park! This will be my first time skating and I can't wait! But I can't do it with you...

I have been thinking about you these few days. I'm really happy to see you today and hope you enjoyed yourself. Rest well!~

我盼望的那一天会不会来。。。

Counting down

2010-04-13T22:25:00.002-12:00

I am counting down to 3rd of May! Going to start work soon in 19 more days!

Next week I will be having my BCLS test! I haven't find a model to practice my CPR! Scary Shit! I hope I pass like the way I pass in school! :D

I need to start filling up my forms le! I am getting lazier nowadays! I'm just too lazy to even post my birthday pictures here. Want to see them? Go to my FB! I think I put on weight recently too! Eating and playing FB all day long! Not to forget I did housework too! So many clothes to wash and iron! ARG!

I can't wait to work but yet again after I work, I will be missing my holidaysssssss! :(

*I am looking forward to our future! :D*

My Birthday!

2010-03-22T20:00:00.003-12:00

In just 6 more days I will be turning 21 years old! Omg! Looking through at what had happened in my childhood and teenage life, I want to learn to be a successful, mature and responsible adult! I will try to stop being so childish le but still there's always a child in everyone's soul.
I still got to buy the decorations stuff. Booked food last night!
My online blouse is not here yet!~ I can't wait to see my friends on Saturday! Hee!
Anyway I went to singing with my dear seniors on last Thursday at Katong! Its super cheap and have many new songs! Think next time can go there to sing le! :D

I was surfing FB just now and came across a video which my friend was sharing. The video is about a group of volunteers who went to this small village in Africa and saw 2 little kids in the floor. They are only 7 and 8 years old and they can't move their limbs. Then were rubbing their naked body around the sandy floor. It was very heartbreaking after watching it.
Link to it.

Holiday

2010-03-08T20:36:00.005-12:00

Today is the second day of my second week of holiday! Just came home from lunch with parents!

Sunday went to eat my favourite laksa at Jalan Bersah and went to temple with parents! This dragon is made out of bowls and plates and spoons! Cool isn't it?

Last day!

2010-02-25T16:37:00.003-12:00

Last day of my PRCP is spent in school. Had talks after talks after talks this morning and it just ended. Now is lunch time but I am not gonna eat! I really want to loose more weight. Yesterday when I took my weight, it went down to 47.6kg! OMG~ I'm really happy about it cause in fact I thought I had gain over the past 3 months.

Yesterday was last day in ward, I think I will kind of miss this ward. My year 1 first posting ward and last one is in that ward. Took lots of pictures with the staff and also got to know I pass and made it this 3 months. It was tiring everyday but the thought of the holidays pushed me on!

Really got lots of pictures to upload!!! Will upload my previous post de pictures!After the talks, I consider myself holiday already!!! Can't wait for my graduation on 18th of May, by that time, I would have started my training! I need to find some time and think which path to take soon. There will be so many things in my coming training. I will need to revise through my IV therapy and BCLS! I hope I can make it through. However, for now its resting and relax for me for 2 months! I really can't wait to wake up at 11am everyday~ LOLX!!!! :D

Next week things to do:

Gyming

Cycling

Mahjong session

Meet up with ex-colleagues

Pack my table (again)

Tidy and clean my room

Do tons of changes to my diet

Chinese new year!

2010-02-15T18:31:00.017-12:00

HAPPY CHINESE LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!!

Sorry for not updating my blog for such a long period. I got lots of pictures to upload but got no time. I will leave it to after my attachment, I promise! Before new year, I was busily packing and cleaning my house. Helping Mama here and there. Thanks to Dear, my top card boards are sparkling clean now and I have wiped the walls in my house.
This week is chinese new year and its the year of tiger. On the eve of new year, after work, I went to ah ma' house for reunion dinner. Had fun eating and eating nonstop for about an hour plus.
On the first day went to both grandparent's house and got to gather with my cousins. Played Mahjong with ah gong. He super strong, cuz he played from 5 till 8 plus feeling not tired at all! The weather is super hot on that day and after playing for about 3 games I super uncomfortable already.

On the second day, Dear came to my house to bai nian and I went to his. Watched 七剑 with his mama.

Third day I went to his aunt's house for visiting.

Today is my off day. Sian ah working on Saturday! I don't understand why people like to talk behind other people's back even when the person is around.

I will stay strong cuz only left with 6 more working days! After this 6 days, I won't be seeing them anymore! I want them outta of my life!!!

As promised, pictures are here!

On sunday went to temples with family and Dear. Thereafter, we headed to changi beach to enjoy the wind~

Time flies~

2010-01-28T20:19:00.002-12:00

Today is my off day, but tomorrow I will be back to work. Had to rush through my case study after lunch with the girls and got to print 5 papers with words and pictures! Hope that will help me in explaining while presenting. Oh yah my presentation will be next Friday!! Next week is my night shift week!! OMG I can't wait! Hope I can sleep in the day with no distractions and noises from my neighbours. I hope I can tahan too cuz its 3 nights straight! @.@
Tomorrow will be working till 3pm! Gosh my pre-menses symptoms are killing me. I have been having backaches and tummy cramps for almost a week already but its still not here yet!

Althought its just a lunch with u gals, I had fun! Thanks! Beautiful ballon pictures will be up tomorrow after work. Now waiting for time to pass then going Bishan for dinner! Slept for 9 hours only. Shall try and sleep early tonight... In fact whole body is aching! Gosh age is catching up with me. The gals plucked out a strand of white hair just nw... ;(

I realise I need to save more and I manage to last week. :D Hope I can save up more more more!

Down down down...

2010-01-07T20:55:00.002-12:00

I really don't like the way you talk to me. I don't like being yelled at... Who likes it?

Hais... Falling ill because of such a small issue... It screws my weekend...

All I want is to have it... Forget it. I shall just go with what comes... End of discussion... :X

Happy New Year~

2009-12-31T17:51:00.003-12:00

Our Mudslide

Fishes from Fulleton
Got these pics from Ade's blog. The floating balls in the water!

It has been a long time since I last blogged. I miss blogging but don't have time to do so... :(
Time has passed and 2010 is here. Breathing in the air on the first day of the year, I hope everything will be smooth for me and my loved ones. May there be tons of joy, wealth and happiness to all who are reading this! :D

This week is my one month of attachment already and I hope in this new year, I will learn a lot of things.

Last night on the eve of new year, I was working till 2130... But after work, I went to meet Dear for movie, Alvin and the chipmunks 2. Its was a nice movie and I had fun!

Went to meet my dear seniors on Tuesday and we had lots of fun! We went to Timbre for dinner and camwhore+++++ lolx! Pictures are not up yet so have to wait for Ah Liang to upload on FB.

Although today is a holiday, I still have to work tomorrow!! ARG!

I'm eating pizza on the first day of 2010!! BURPZ!

My 2010 new year resolutions:
To pass the rest of my PRCP smoothly and safely.
To loose weight.
Hope to get iphone soon!
Good health to my family and loved ones and myself.
To be a good staff nurse

(More to add in cuz I haven't really think about the rest yet.)

Christmas Celebrations

2009-12-31T17:34:00.004-12:00

On the eve of Christmas which is last week, I went to meet Dear and the rest at Powerhouse for celebrations! Elson joined us and we all had lots of fun together!

On Saturday went to Aunt's house for celebrations too and got some presents too! Madly in love with the necklace my aunt bought for me and the watch my uncle gave me on Sunday.

Elaine's present for us!

While waiting for the train

Our glasses

Fun day

2009-12-03T02:17:00.007-12:00

Today went to meet my Dear seniors for lunch and shopping at town! :D Had lots of fun and we visited the new malls at Somerset. Ade took us to take the super long escalator! Super scary but it was a great experience standing to high up.

We ate ice-cream and I bought a new pair of heels cuz my leg was hurting badly.

We also went to Starbucks to queue up for the free drinks and did some donation too. Felt really happy cuz we didn't spend much but had so much fun. Jie couldn't join us cuz she's working. Miss her lots though... Hope she's free during the next meetup.

Picture time! :D

2009-12-01T16:57:00.001-12:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVchQI1cKwM&feature=channel
Watch this! Super funny! Love Peter Chao!

Vivid Pink Diamond

2009-12-01T16:47:00.003-12:00

This is a picture of a 5-carat pink diamond which was auctioned off for a record $10.8 million in Hong Kong!! So beautiful right? It's a rare pink stone ever seen! I also want this!!! Lolz but its impossible... haa. can only look and admire from the picture! :D

2 Years Anniversary

2009-12-01T02:37:00.012-12:00

Dear's colleagues

Finally this day has arrived and we are now officially 2 years together! Went to meet him at Somerset and we had lunch at HMV building. HMV is moving to the new 313 shopping centre. We ate at Waruku and then went home cuz Dear working tomorrow.

Sort of celebrated on Saturday at St James and presents were bought beforehand! :D
Dear bought me a hot pink Baby G and I gave him a CK one perfume cuz he love that smell!
My virgin clubbing was fun and I really enjoy it! At the beginning before the crowd came I already had 5 glasses of mix then Dear's colleague treat me to a Tequila Shot, and after that shot I was a bit floating but I'm still wide awake. Elaine Jie came at ard 11 plus and we took pictures together. Dear is suppose to share half the shot with me but he says I can drink the whole thing cuz he needs to take care of me. Lolx. I couldn't balance myself on the way to toilet but thanks to Jie she held on to me, then I shake myself awake. I love the music there too!! I was dancing all the way with it and at a point of time, Dear's colleague's Gf held onto me and we danced together! Lol!
Okay so my virgin clubbing is gone now. Kinda of what I expected. Saw a lot of "predators " standing there waiting for their preys. So I will definitely go there without my Dear. He was shielding me from the crowds. Lol but I really had fun cuz I was smiling away the whole night! Even the people ard me noticed too. Thanks to Dear he brought me home safely and I was sleeping soundly. The taxi driver scared I puke in his car but I said that to make him drive faster so cheaper! Haaa! I really had fun la! :DD Picture time.
At least I enjoyed before my attachment starts next week!

Urine therapy

2009-11-23T17:30:00.002-12:00

I just got to see this video on this urine therapy and I went to do some research. In the past, doctors advise people to drink there own urine to heal themselves. Of course you won't see this therapy going on in this modern days. Here's the link to the article that I have read and decide to share with you guys: http://www.vanderbilt.edu/AnS/psychology/health_psychology/Urine_Therapy.htm

The article says that if you drink your own urine, it will help build your immune system. Urine therapy, therefore, can be seen as a form of self-vaccination: certain bodily substances which have been removed from the body, some of which may have been produced as a result of illness, are re-introduced into the body in small amounts. These substances are re-absorbed into the blood through either the intestines or the skin, and the immune system is then given the chance to react appropriately.

When you drink your own urine, it does not go directly to the blood stream. First it goes into the digestive system where its ingredients are sorted out. Then, the useful ingredients are recycled while the toxins are rejected. When the level of toxins becomes too high, the toxins stimulate the intestines into flushing themselves out to eliminate any stagnated excrements accumulated in the colon. Although we could probably filter out the toxins before drinking the urine, the toxins are needed because they stimulate a cleansing reaction in the body. Urine is a byproduct of our blood, becomes more purified the more it is recycled. Thus, the cleaner the blood is = the cleaner the urine is. And this is how urine therapy advocates conclude that urine therapy has a cleansing effect on the blood.

Urine saves lives. Survivors from natural disasters were always the ones that drank their own urine. Those who didn't make it probably have the misconception that urine is a waste and is toxic.

Well after reading this, will you be able to overcome your own fear and drink urine? (if needed- like you're in a situation where there is no water...)

2009-11-23T16:02:00.005-12:00

Long side burns

A pic while waiting for his turn

Big boy having hair cut!

Saw this outside his door!

Went to watch Xmas Carol with Dear on Saturday!

I realise I have a lot of pictures haven't upload yet! Finally my 2 weeks of holiday is here! I can't wait for Saturday to come!!! Had driving lesson yesterday! Sian I got the feeling I won't pass cuz everything is too rushing. Will get to learn parking on Friday! Steamboat with family this Sunday! I can't wait too!

I manage to pack my room with the help from my mama and now its sparkling clean! Did lots of housework yesterday! I realised I have put on weight from the look of my face. Super round now! OMG! Hais.... Keep enjoying nice food... FAT! I don't like. But a least I eat le got energy. Once again after a month of attachment, I got muscles again on my arms. No need to go gym! Haha... Can play arm wrestling. I vomited yesterday before lunch cuz was feeling too hungry... I realise every time after attachment, I will fall ill... Always have the vomiting feeling. Lolx. I'm not pregnant ar!

Anyway I miss my friends! I miss Joc, Mj, Bx, Isaac, Kd, Meh, Jy and Ade!
I hope I will make full use of my holiday to rest well cuz the next and last lap of attachment will be 3 months!!
I'm playing Left 4 Dead 2 last few days and I finally understand why Dear likes to play too! Cuz the Zombies will chiong up to you like mad and its really fun. It is good for building team spirit too!

Friendship

2009-11-12T20:46:00.004-12:00

It is a give and take kind of scenario.
We care, love and help each other in even the smallest possible matter. Love is undefined between friends.
Once this spark between us starts, we headed off with knowing each other's traits and behaviours, and we react accordingly. We grow up into each other's life keeping each other updated despite our busy schedules. I miss those moments when we can laugh and play with no worries. But worries and other factors caused us to be apart. Why think that we're hurting you? Cause friends do not hurt each other. We even go to the extend of trying to protect friends who are in trouble or needs help.

Something I have learnt today

2009-11-12T20:20:00.002-12:00

Today our CI discussed with us about H1N1 vaccine. So the topic about vaccines came to my mind and that I want to share with you my readers. A vaccine is a particular bacteria injected into your body and your body will then react to it by producing an anti-body for it. In my opinion, a H1N1 vaccine will be required by those who frequently travel or need to travel for leisure, elderly and people who have weaker immune system. Every drug and vaccines have side effects. There was a recent case of a women who took this jab and developed a symptom which only allows her to walk backwards. I think that every different individual will react differently to this vaccines. I think it kind of react wrongly to her body and affected her brain which results in this tragedy. They have yet to find out what kind of complications or side effects that it will do to our body.
News says that vaccines will be available end of this year.

Another topic now, I think that God made our body so perfect. So many parts and details. Layers after layers beneath our skin. Its super cool, I love Bio!

One more thing I learnt today is that when you work, you have to work smart, please don't delay the time of your colleagues and make them suffer too.

One more week to go! Random talks...

2009-11-12T19:53:00.005-12:00

Okay so today is Friday the 13th. My day is smooth so far. Guess yesterday was my unlucky day instead...
I wonder why... I know no actions done but the act of viewing is enough to hurt me for a week or more. And the hurt will stay on unless you really show what you've promised and do something about it. Mine not read and viewed, other people who are not related to you but it was viewed. How will I feel?? Maybe I should shut this whole blog thing.
I'm hurt, I'm scared, I'm not confident of myself. This is weird, I love myself but it doesn't mean I'm confident. I guess I really must loose some weight and gain back my confidence.
Almost 3 weeks since ah ma left me. She will appear in my thoughts now and then and come to think of it, really must treasure your loved ones around you...
I miss her...
Its raining heavily now... I was pissed by someone early in the morning but after that everything went back to normal...
Having this acute headache which comes and goes...
I miss cycling... I wanna go Chinese Garden!
These a lot of movies coming out lately. Watched My Sister's keeper and I cried like mad. Its really a touching movie.

Long week~~

2009-11-06T17:39:00.002-12:00

This week I working 6 morning shifts! Madness! Luckily today is the last day!

It has been more than 2 weeks since my ah ma left me~ I miss her a lot~ Hope she is doing fine now...

2 more weeks to chiong! I can do it! I can't wait for the 2 weeks of holiday to come la! Super sian every morning keep waking up so early... I realised I was quite clumsy after the last day of her wake. I keep banging into things even just now my leg hit against the dustbin when I walk pass... Sustained 2 blue blacks on my right thigh le... :(

Well I was kind of disappointed last 2 nights... :( I'd prepared so much despite my ah ma's death and yet I wasn't appreciated at all...

My throat hurts now but it was better than last night... On Thursday and Friday, I went to Bedok Salvation Army Rehab centre for my posting. Had lots of fun although its only 2 days. Don't really like somethings there... Ask me and I shall tell you directly. Not gonna type it out cause there's a lot to say. However after lunch with my new friend Wendy, we walked around Bedok 85 there and discovered a shop selling all kinds of beauty products mainly used by Salons and spa. My friend brought a small tub of hair mask and a colour stay on spray for her hair. I shall ask her how is that mask after she uses it! :D

Okay I also realised it has been quite sometime since I blogged. I miss blogging la!!! There's a lot to type but only no time!

Why why why

2009-10-26T14:31:00.001-12:00

Why did I dream of such a thing? I dreamt you fall for someone clsoe to me and actually asked me for a break up and promise to come back. You made me think something happened and need a breakup for awhile. I fall for it but you never return back to me. I cried and I scream but you hear nothing... What a dramatic dream I had... Md made me woke up for almost and hour thinking and crying once again... The feeling is so real! Luckily I have the might to shake myself up from this terrible nightmare I had called...

Lunch

2009-10-24T15:51:00.003-12:00

Yesterday lunch, I made Chawamushi and fried golden mushroom! Yummy! I went to have my hair cut too yesterday.

Thoughts

2009-10-24T15:41:00.002-12:00

Today is Sunday and tomorrow I will be having my attachment for a month!
Last night many thoughts came into my mind before I sleep... I think its the best to pen down my thoughts as it seems pointless to tell anyone... It seems that there's a lot of things that you don't share with me... It feels weird inside to tell you something when you already knew it and that I got to know it last...
Now its the last day of my "so called long holiday", I realised I haven't go cycling and picnic :( I long for a day where we can just spend time together where you just treat me like a princess. Well I know its pointless even typing out cuz you don't visit here frequently...
The weather now is cloudy and it seems like its going to rain heavily.... I'm thinking about you even more...
Last night I'd a bad dream and I woke up crying... Why are people so mean towards their relatives and friends? I don't understand... We know each other for this lifetime only, it takes so much fate for us to be blood related. Isn't the more we should love and treasure each other? I don't understand why human being can be so complex.... Hais... This dream has really showed the colours of relationships... I'm speechless...

Hungry

2009-10-21T21:22:00.000-12:00

I'm so hungry now! I think I shall play some games! :D

7 more hamsters!

2009-10-21T20:38:00.002-12:00

I just finish my driving lesson today when Dear called and told me that one of our beloved hamster Xiao Hum gave birth to 7 little babies! I chionged to his house and he too came back halfway from his work to check on them. We separated Xiao Hui and put him into another box. His sister said both parents ate one baby away. Dear said maybe that baby died so they ate it. Well now Xiao Hum is a mother! A little difficult to take it but the fact that they are parents now! Now wonder they were so loving since young!! So sweet.
Dear said must separate Xiao Hui away else he will eat the babies definitely.
Anyway I bought my dresses and they came this noon before I went for driving. I was so excited and I test dressed! :D I took some pictures too! Yeahh finally some more causual looking dresses!
Officially counting down to my attachments!!! Left with 3 more days of holiday! I couldn't sleep last night man! Sian... Was turning around for almost 2 hours!!

2009-10-19T15:06:00.007-12:00

Last week I had lunch with my dear seniors and we went to Mustafa Warehouse sales to walk walk! We bought Ben and Jerry's ice cream and ate at the bus stop! Lolx!

Saturday

2009-10-16T15:14:00.009-12:00

Ade and me

Our socks! Meh didn't wear the money one!

Finally got to eat the meatball pasta!

Meh's Salmon

Today went to morning walk with mama! Yesterday I went to play badminton with my dear seniors and we had lots of fun! Thereafter, we went to meet Elaine for lunch at Ikea and spend some time together.

Took lots of pictures together but haven't upload all yet.

Dear is having meeting now in office so I will have to wait for him to come back for lunch.

My whole body is aching because I had a good badminton coach yesterday and I have had a good exercise! I need to go see a doctor real soon cuz my chest keep aching and pulling even at rest~

I have got one more week of holiday and I hope I can do what I want to before attachment starts!

On Thursday Dear and I went to watch this movie "Pandorum". Its an "alien" kind of show and the sound is super loud. I wonder if they think we're deaf! Before the show, we went to eat at the newly reopen ramen shop beside it. I bought 3 new pairs of ear rings again and I got Dear a wristband! :D
You can purchase this in NTUC All you need is half a tablespoon of oil and pan fry it till it turns gold! Add whatever you like to eat with it!
My final product!

1 and a half more months to 2 years!

2009-10-11T02:37:00.004-12:00

Swimming pictures!

My favorite! I'm craving for more actually!

Dinner at Sakae with Dear on thursday!

Went to play pool with Bx and Kd while waiting for Joce! Didn't take pic of Bx cuz all blurry la!

Just 1 and a half more months to our 2 years anniversary! :D I have to start thinking of some surprise for you!
1 more weeks to my one month attachment! I can't wait cuz I'm bored to death at home! I went swimming with KD! Dear allow me to! Thanks a lot Dear Dear! Thereafter, we will be meeting Joce for lunch!
Today actually wanted to go watch movie with Dear but there was no good shows. So we spent the afternoon playing games and watching Hot Shot! Starring Jerry Yan, Wu Zhun and Xiao Zhu! Its a nice Taiwan drama which I'm currently watching! :D
Last Saturday I went swimming with Meh and JY but it rained after an hour so we packed up and chiong to the toilet to shower. The weather was so frightening and it changed so fast la! Before that the sun was up shinning so strong onto us then black clouds hovered over us and rain drops came falling down~ I manage to feel pant-y after swimming to and fro~ I aim to swim more with Kd! I simply love the water! :P

Singing

2009-10-04T01:55:00.013-12:00

Love him lots!!

Yesterday, Dear and I went singing for 3 hours and after that we went to watch Cloudy with a chance of Meatball 3D! Really enjoyed myself yesterday!
Today is family day so I stayed at home and played Sims3! :D
Just now my friend came to exchange coins with me! So long never see him le lolz!
I can't wait for next week to come! Hope can go rollerblading this time!!!
Really love my hamsters!! Xiao Hui is so cute and Xiao Hum is growing fatter each day!

Deep thoughts

2009-09-30T22:47:00.003-12:00

Suddenly there were so many natural disaster happening at once! The massive earthquake in Indonesia have killed thousands... Additional to the stupid haze contributed by Sumatra's burning of the forest, my lungs can't take it anymore. I have been hiding at home most of the time these 4 days besides going out for driving, meeting my friends for lunch and meeting Dear in the evening.

Yesterday didn't meet him cuz he was working late. Tonight also working late but here I'm sitting in his room waiting for him. Lolx.

I just love using his keyboard~ Super nice to type on!
I was watching a television program again last night and it was showing Mark Lee visiting a Dutch couple in Netherlands. After hearing how their lives differ from ours so much, I really envy them. Their working hour is the same as their child's school time. When their children finish school, both parents will fetch them and accompany them for the rest of the day. They can play all day long, have picnics and spend lots of time together. For them, they focus a lot on spending time with their family and loved ones. Their stress level is so minimal and all they care is treasuring the precious moments together. Even if its doing the same old things everyday, they will not be bored! They believe in proper upbringing of their little kids! :D Isn't it sweet? I really hope one day Singapore will slowly become like them!!

Preserving the nature

2009-09-29T14:56:00.015-12:00

Last night I was watching this television program about the nature habitats in the islands around Singapore. I got the inspiration to blog about this to let you fellow people out to start acting and not just words coming out.

Do you know that the rubbish you produce everyday is being collected and dumped onto those small islands like Pulau Hantu, Pulau Ubin?
In these small tiny islands, there are many natural mangroves and thousands of habitats living there. I particularly love this Black Lily. Its only found at there and with its unique black colour, its captivating!
However the sad thing is that in the future, all these natural places will be turned into a rubbish dump produced by us!!

Some other animals living there. This fellow here is called the Dwarf Crow. It was thought to be extinct in Singapore but was rediscovered later in Pulau Ubin! It feeds on the leaf its resting on called the Indian Heliotrope (Heliotropium indicum).

This Giant mud skipper is not the biggest there!

This interesting crab here has an enlarged pincer and they use it to fight and get girls! The brighter and bigger it is wins!

Rare and no longer as abundant as in the 1960's
Spider conch is a snail. It is affected by human activities like reclamation and pollution. Trampling by visitors and over-collection of their shells affects their population!

Start to recycle , reduce and reuse!
Some tips to reduce:

Don't use a 3 ply tissue paper to wipe your mouth once and discard. Instead, you can use just one ply to wipe and save the other 2 plys for other use.

Recycle plastic bottles by containing shampoo or use them as water bottle at least twice and discard into the recycle bins!

Reduce the use of plastic food containers by using tupper wares. Also use own utensils instead of disposable ones.

Hope you all enjoy this post! :)

Random-ness

2009-09-27T03:01:00.005-12:00

Suddenly glanced through my folders and saw some pictures that I haven't share with u people out there. Some are cute and funny, others are just some random pictures I took! :DLolx! I know the skin tone doesn't match but imagine I have curls. How do I look? :PWent to attend cousin's music play long time ago and saw it on her profile recently so I saved it! I look taller cuz I wore heels

JiHoo!!

My friend's dog so cute right!

Stomach flu!

2009-09-25T16:32:00.004-12:00

Hi everyone! Yesterday was my last day of A&E posting. I started to feel sick on Thursday and vomited at night. Felt like a Merlion cause I puked continuously for 5 times and mama was looking at me outside the toilet worrying I will faint. Lolz.

Yesterday morning was horrible. From the time I start work till about 11, I vomited the ban mian I had for lunch on Thurs and my breakfast... A total of 6 times. i keep running in and out of the toilet feeling nausea... I thought I was going to faint man but I tahan very well and survive though my last day!

Dear accompanied me to see a doctor and ate my medicine last night. Slept at 9 plus and woke up at 11 today! 14 hours madness!!~ But the good thing is I felt much better and I think I lost about 2kg. I can feel my tummy has went down a little.

Last sat I played with Fishball. Met this friendly neighbour's dog and they chatted awhile.Always posing for my cam!After his walk with me.

Last Monday was PH so I spent my day with Dear!

Xiao Hui and Xiao Hum

Look how fast they grow up!

Finally my one full month hoilday is here!!! I'm looking forward to many things! Dear told me that we will be going out with some of his friends someday during my holidays and I'm very excited! I hope I will have time for some swimming, badminton and Mahjong session!!
I also want to go cycling! Alright I have got many things to do now. Got lots of pictures to upload for the last cycling trip and Ade's bday!
Next week I will be blogging more often cause I have lots of time now. Ciaos ppl!
Some links to my videos in youtube I made when i was in Year 1!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Z7a11MtLiM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=guE54uC-YGM

Beautiful Sunday

2009-09-20T03:26:00.023-12:00

Yesterday I went to meet the girls to celebrate Ade's bday! She booked to play at Minds cafe for 5 hours and thanks to Jy's parents we reached there on time to play.
Saw Paul with his friends there too! I got my own forfeit to take picture with a guy, super heng Paul was there! Lolx!
Then we took lots of pictures and finally went to Central Subway for dinner! Dear came to meet us and then we went home together! Really had lots of fun laughing together!! :D

Look behind me so many games!

Our first game Ade's forfeit taking pic with the waitress who served usMeh's forfeit
Jy's forfieit
My forfeit kissing Bday gal's hand
Pic with Paul which is my forfeit!
Ade and her present Rich women happily collecting $$

I think I went to jail for 3 times!

Why is it like that?

2009-09-20T03:05:00.002-12:00

This topic came to my mind when I suddenly thought of the problems faced by many married couples nowadays.
Why do some women snatches other girl's guy? I wonder how they will feel if their boy was being stolen away from other people. The divorce rate in Singapore is increasing rapidly and the reason I think is the root cause is because man can't stand temptations. They always seek for something new and exciting and therefore turn to other women once there is an opportunity.
Well sometimes I really wonder, can any men be very loyal to the women they once promise to take care and love for life really uphold their words...
However words are just words. Actions may be more practical for today's world and promises should be shown into actions to prove the commitment from both couple.
On the other hand, women may sometimes be the cause of separation too. They can be wondering off to other planet and leave the man confused and lost.
Therefore falling in love takes a short time but to maintain it require lots of energy and effort and also things like time, passion, love, trust, commitment and many many more.
To love someone whoever it may be, your parents, siblings, children, friends, lovers and even your very own pets, you will need 5 elements. They are, words of affirmation, quality time, receiving gifts, acts of service and personal touch.

Love

2009-09-15T01:55:00.002-12:00

When I fall in love, it would be forever...
In a relationship if there is no sharing of thoughts and woes, no trust, no time, no focus and no direction, then it is not even a relationship at all. I wonder how can it even get so far.
I realize that once I fall in love, I get into it and focus on it. I don't like to make a fool or be a fool out of it. If you're not serious with me, warning: don't fall in love with me. Lolx.
I wonder if people really do read my posts. Do leave a message in my tagboard once u visit here k thanks Lolx!
I have just started my OT attachment yesterday and after Sunday's whole day cycling outing, I was tired out the whole of yesterday too. Stood for almost 7 hours. Luckily its orientation day but today I was still tired. Today I was posted to day surgery. Manage to be the first one to be assessed by my CI. Love her cuz she's very sweet and understanding. She was patient with me and willingly to teach and I learnt a lot today!
I wonder I was the one who was injured, so I can understand people don't know how I felt. I merely just wanted to vent it out at it cuz my hormones are fighting in my body. Please kindly understand. Thanks.
I shall upload many many pictures over this weekends cuz I think I'm really too tired, I have been coughing non-stop today and don't even have the voice to talk to me CI.
I saw many interesting cases today!! Can't wait for tomorrow to go to the main OT!

Nails

2009-09-10T02:32:00.004-12:00

I want to have dazzling nails before my PRCP! I saw many pretty and nice nails done by other girls. Its really very pretty! Next time if I really become a nurse, I won't be having long and painted nails anymore! Boohooo! I hope I can do it during the one month holiday! I still haven't do a lot of things yet... Hmmm... Let me see what I have done so far....

my to do list
1) Have a hair cut
2) Go cycling
3) Go singing
4) Watch Final Destination (done)
5) Pack my room and the whole house (done)
6) Loose at least 2 kg
7) Cook and make muah chee soon (only cooked)
8) Meet up with Jewelz (tomorrow!!)
9) Go ice-skating
10) Hope to play more games with Dear and spend more time together
11) Go rollerblading
12) Celebrate Ade's 21st bday!
13) Have a picnic!

Now watching Kumar's videos on youtube. Link here if you want to watch!

OOH

2009-09-09T04:09:00.001-12:00

Found this Wu Zun picture on someone's profile! He makes me melt~~~ Hehe

Wordsss

2009-09-07T15:10:00.001-12:00

I'm missing you and I'm still sad that you left me without a word...
Those wonderful memories will be kept in the vault of my heart...

Chalet

2009-09-06T01:10:00.015-12:00

Went to chalet on the weekends! Had fun with Dear took some pictures only~

Can you spot something?

What about here?

Experiencing those flies flying around his legs~

Looking for flat rocks to throw into water!

For the first time I stood tall and we took pictures like this! hahaShi Jie gave me this flower! So sweet of him!

Me and flower with Dear's hp flash ligts! Just nice~ :)

First week of holiday

2009-09-04T01:46:00.004-12:00

Mama bought strawberries home!
Today went to meet Joce and Kd for lunch and Joce gave me try the cookies and cream ice-cream!! Its very delicious! I don't know why but whenever I see you guys, I will be very happy and excited. I hope you all enjoy my lame but funny jokes!Forgot when I ate this with Joce, Nana and Yaya (her friends)

On Wednesday, I went to eat at CS B1 the restaurant from Taiwan just beside the toilet one. That visit will be my first and last visit man. Even Downtown East de Tea valley's bubble tea is nice and way cheaper than theirs!! And the curry chicken that Dear ordered was tasteless and cold. Wth la. The appearance was nice but food thumbs down~ I would rather travel to Tea Valley (我的老地方) to eat the 盐署鸡!!

Enough crap of the lousy food I ate, Dear and I went to V8 on the Monday to sort of celebrate our 1 year and 9 months together! I tried their Dory fillet and it was great. Superb! I always order chicken chop so I decided to try out something new! I also ordered Honey-dew smoothie! The food there is great and worth it for it price. The price is also reasonable and I love the environment! Its always so romantic!I believe that nice food is paradise. Don't eat to live, but rather live to eat! Mama mia~

Driving lessons!

2009-09-02T02:26:00.003-12:00

Yesterday I had my first practical lesson and I started off by driving front and back on an empty road. I had no problem moving forward but my reversing keep going off track. lolx! After about 30-45 minutes I set off to the small road and turning left round and round trying to get the hold of the crutch and accelerator's feel. I had fun but when I reached home my left foot hurts. All the way up to my buttock! I think its a good workout for my lower limbs!
Today's driving lesson is must better and I'm more confident so my instructor asked me to drive a bigger area and I managed to get a feel of turning right and proceeded on to Gear 3! :)
I'm looking forward to my next lesson on Monday!
Today after dinner, I went to watch to Final Destination 3D! Our first time watching 3D together! It was great anyway and I screamed the loudest at the point when the girl was grinned into the escalator's gears! Other than that I did enjoy most of the part. If they could make the part where the guy was being sucked into that mini hole it would be even better.

Hoildays here I come!!

2009-08-29T19:10:00.004-12:00

My toasted bread with cheese on it! It taste like biscuit!

Beans with chicken only

Beans with chicken and fish~

Starting from today I have 2 weeks of holidays followed by my 2 weeks attachment then another 1 month holiday~ I'm feeling very relaxed and happy now. Finally I have completed all my academic studies in NYP for almost 3 years. I haven't officially graduate yet cuz I will still have to survive through my 3 months of PRCP before I can be a nurse! I can't wait and I'm very excited about where I will be posted to.

I have many things to do:
1) Have a hair cut
2) Go cycling
3) Go singing
4) Watch Final Destination
5) Pack my room and the whole house
6) Loose at least 2 kg
7) Cook and make muah chee soon
8) Meet up with Jewelz
9) Go ice-skating
10) Hope to play more games with Dear and spend more time together
11) Go rollerblading
12) Celebrate Ade's 21st bday!
13) Have a picnic!

Okay so far this is the list of things to do in this 2 weeks... Yawns... Now is raining like cats and dogs and I'm loving it.
Been feeling kind of lazy this weekend too but I manage to do some cooking for my family! I have a feeling I will be very busy during my 3 months of attachment. So I want to do all these things before it starts~

The price of 5 cents~

2009-08-29T18:51:00.004-12:00

Two days ago, I was buying soya bean milk with my mum at a hawker centre, when I gave the auntie two 5 cents coin together with a dollar and 30 cents, she suddenly gave us a look and said, "Next time try not to give me 5 cents hor, a lot of customers complain if I give them." Lucky she say it in a calm and cool manner. If she were to be rude to me, I would probably just shove the 2 cups of soya milk in to her ***. Therefore, I spend a while thinking why people dislike using 5 cent cojns~
In the olden days in Singapore, when the currency of money is still low, people used 5 cents like nobody's business. They use it to buy noodles, buy clothes, take bus, pay taxes, buy kopi etc....However in today's market, with the currency getting higher and almost everyone is affluent, they complain at the slightest poor little 5 cent coin! Even in this developing environment, I don't see why 5 cents is worthless to all. We can use it to take bus too if our Ez-link card no money, buy food from everywhere like supermarkets. If 5 cents is worthless, then why do those products we see outside still state $56.95? They might as well round it up to $56.90 since no one uses 5 cents?
Thus I really don't see the reason why we should discard 5 cents into those small boxes beside NTUC counters or some outer boxes for donation just because you got that small unsightly yellow coin.
Warning: Use your money wisely and spend it on necessary staff. 5 cents is still money!

3 more to go!

2009-08-21T03:39:00.008-12:00

Movies last Saturday "Where gt Ghost" at Vivo GV MAX!!

Dessert I had with Mama at Chinatown! Yummy!

My date with Meh last wednesday! We had waffle ice-cream

Mine close upThis is hers she can't wait to eat!
Today I sat for my second paper, Management! Before that went Tp meet Ade and Meh for lunch and saw Phebe and Edmund! Lolx! Edmund was blushing away when he saw me and keep saying hi when he walk pass us! Haha~ I had Dory fish from Mensa and then it started raining when we started our revision!
I was nearly late when I reached school so chiong like a train once I alight from the bus!
Next week I will be left with 3 major Adult nursing paper! Stress can't really relax this weekend! Jia you!New shoes for Dear!

Close up pic

Aren't they cute cuddling together to sleep? I miss hammies...

Two cute hamsters facing each other sleepin! Kawaii ne!

Exams!!!

2009-08-17T14:11:00.001-12:00

Super stress man! OMG! Counting down to only 2 more days to my exams!!! I hope I can survive. Lots of theories to study for Sociology! I remember Maslow's hierarchy of needs, Victor Vroom V, I, E and also Blauner's theory of motivation! I therefore should be motivated enough to continue my studies later. I just woke up from my sleep! Stupid drilling going on at my block. Tell me how you can study? I will be going to my usual spot to study again later. This time I will be alone. I hope I can absorb more info! Thanks to Meh, she accompanied me yesterday and we went to Bistro for tea break after studying and we had some waffles with ice cream! Yummy! Lolx. alright I shall stop here gotta prepare now bye! Wish me luck and pray for me yeah! :D

Why why why

2009-08-17T14:05:00.003-12:00

After so long why do all these tears still surfacing? Flashbacks of our memories appeared right in front of me in seconds. Why do I cry when having to know that I once loved you so much and wanting to see you everyday. I have to wait till only Saturday to have you by my side. Time passes so quickly that you have to leave again and that was why I was tired of waiting.
I put so much trust and faith and so much to get that from you. It still hurts deep in my heart. You're part of my memory now. Nothing can be done to the scars that you have once pierce through...

wordsss

2009-08-10T14:44:00.005-12:00

I truly need to leave my past and live in the present now. Fuck my ex. I know I'm demanding so I can't be demanding anymore. Its the way he treated me leaving me all those fear. I hate what I'm behave now. I really hate it. Living in a world so stress and all that, have to see people's face to live my life. Faking a smile when I'm actually hurt and sad inside. WHO THE FUCKING HELL UNDERSTANDS?
I'm very emotional now so my words may not make sense. But next time I'll just blog out my feelings and will not share it with anyone else. How many nights that I hugged my bear so tightly telling it my problems crying to sleep. I will survive through this all. I just have to live my life happily and thats all.. I will have to think positively and thing shall turn out positively too.
Now the main focus is my exam. I just have to do it well and off I go to leave for my clinical attachments.
I don't own people and people don't own me. I have never thought that anyone owns me a million. Its the way they think. I purely just treat them a friends and really wanted to share my problems with. But nevermind I still have my teddy bears with me every night. They will not provide me with advice but they listen and never complains. They have their own life too but they will always hear me talk every night.
Okay I need some refreshments now. Loosing too much liquid.
My cough has been more than a month. So much tan. I hate it having to clear my throat. But no worries I will still take care of myself. I love only my family and my friends and myself. And not to forget my Dear. I promise myself to leave the stupid shadow of my ex and come out to be the real me. I will just be the old me..

Long weekend

2009-08-10T03:25:00.002-12:00

Although unhappy things happen, I want to tell u that I enjoy my time with you. Even just by holding onto your hands and looking up at you.... I love you Dear... I care for you and I hope you know... I wonder if you would read this but I just want to type it down. These are my feelings towards you and it will never change.
Spent my long weekend watching television programs. Went to watch G.I Joe today and its great. Didn't really study much so tomorrow is chiong-ing day!

Dear's bday

2009-08-08T03:55:00.005-12:00

Some pictures taken on Dear's bday!

Studyin in TP is so fun!

2009-08-07T01:58:00.005-12:00

My ribbon hair! Took me about 5 minutes to learn that!

fishes in my school pond. see them everyday.

My favourite sambal kang kong

Went to study at Tp and happen to meet Meh and Ade.
We had so much fun! :) Studying together is great. I manage to study half of my Management! Tomorrow will be Adult Nursing day! Jia you!!

Counting down

2009-08-06T18:00:00.008-12:00

My lunch with Cheryl on Tuesday!

Went to arcade for play a few of our favourite games before heading to for dinner!

My Nasi Briyani from North canteen. The chicky is huge but inside not well cooked. lao one after eatin that. My fren lao-ed 5 times cuz she ate the whole chicky.

A quickie before heading to Tp to study!

Japanese curry!! All time favourite.

Sunday's Dinner, Chicken filet cooked by me. Dear say very nice to eat.

Both ant baits didn't work. I think nowadays ants are getting smarter.

Went to Central for brunch on Sunday. We were the first customer. Once again got the happy card!

Went to China Town area de market with Mama on Saturday for lunch. Its really delicious!

In just 2 more days, Singapore will be celebrating our 44th birthday. She's younger than my parents. In 12 more days I will be sitting for my 1st paper. Today gonna start on my Adult nursing 5! :) Just had my 2 waffles for lunch and I'm still hungry after an hour. But, I'm not gonna eat till dinner.

Madness!

2009-08-03T14:01:00.003-12:00

Right now I'm having 5 hours of break!! Waiting for Cheryl so we can have lunch together at 11!!
These few days have been neutral for me. Quarrels and making up with my mama and bro.

Duno why I get very irritated by them. It maybe due to my menses. Its coming soon and I am waiting. COME QUICKLY! YOU'RE MAKING ME SUFFER BY GIVING ME BACKACHES, MOOD SWINGS AND STUPID CRAMPS!! :(

Exams is in exactly in 15 days!!! I gotta spend some time studying later outside tutorial room. Staying in the com lab will just lead me to surf net and fall asleep because of the freezing aircon!!

Last Friday was my beloved Dear's birthday and I went to meet him after my school! We watched 'The Hangover'. It is very funny but a lil NC16. No wonder is NC16. Lolx. Luckily that person never check my IC cuz I was wearing a dress. Well I'm already 20 this year but do I really look and feel 20? Hmmz... Before the movie brought Dear to buy his pressies and we headed to Swensons for ice-cream!!! :) He loves that bag cuz he always wanted it! Muacks Dear. After the movies, we met up with his family and had dinner at Ding Tai Fung! My favourite vege pork dumpling noodles! Slurp Slurp Yummy!!! :)

Didn't get to sleep well last night cause I woke up suddenly at 12plus thinking it was already morning and I was disturbed by the doggie which howled and cried for like 15 minutes non-stop... Maybe the owner not at home then it misses it. But... It ruined my beauty sleep... Arg! Luckily manage to nap in bus in the morning!

I dream of my primaty school friend again, Shu Yee! I miss all of you!!

I can't wait to celebrate Jie Ying's birthday this coming Saturday! The launching of my virgin clubbing!!! Dear is coming along too! :D This Sunday is NDP! Singapore's birthday too! :) hehe gonna study tmr cuz no school! Chiong-ing my management and sociology!!! Jia you jia you jia you! I CAN DO IT!

Wednesday

2009-07-28T22:05:00.005-12:00

Sunday's dinner! Yum Yum~

Dead roach in Dear's room

Today no school! Studied a little for sociology and then went downstairs to the fitness corner to do exercise with mama.
Last night had Pepper Lunch with Dear and I had a great time eating it hot but Dear said not very nice. Lolx.
Tomorrow is my retest for assessment. I'm prepared but still kind of kan chiong over it.

MOnday

2009-07-26T19:50:00.003-12:00

Yet another week of school started after my another weekend. Went to have dinner with my family last night and I went home with a happy stomach.
I'm left with about 3 more weeks in school and the poof! Attachment and PRCP!!! :) I can't wait. I'm actually looking forward to this year's posting. Hope I can get to do those procedures I had always wanted to try.
I need to focuz and study for exams because I aim to at least improve my GPA by 2.0! :)
The gum near my wisdom tooth hurts! Its like inflammed and I can feel the bump when I clinched my teeth...
I miss all of you... I even dreamt of Kai Deng and Isaac a few nights back.
I tink I'm too stressed out, I needa relax.

Yeah~

2009-07-25T02:50:00.003-12:00

From year 2 to...Year 3!

The yam cha food at Chinatown

My favorite seaweed shaker is back!

My new pair of ear ring!

Finally all my presentations ended on Friday! Now my focus will be exams 5 papers!!
But 2 things I'm not happy about is that my assessment fail because of some stupid reasons and my lab theory paper 12 marks fly away!!! I read the question too fast and wrote down happily the wrong answer! This one I admit is my own careless mistake :( but the assessment totally sucks to the max. The thing is that I did all the critical steps correctly and I don't see the reason why she can fail me. I evaluated everything and was packing up already when she ask why I disconnected. I tried to argue that I already ended but she just say I did smth wrong by disconnecting the line. F her man I really trying to hold myself when I made my stand with her. But in the end I just had to take what she gave me. If I were to get another lecturer, I would definitely pass I tell u. She ruined my whole day cuz I was totally mad at her and not myself. I knew I did my best already as I am very confident in that skill as I always practice faithfully during lab lesson. But its okay my teacher believe that I did well and gave my best shot already and it was that lecturer maybe menop.
Anyway went to see chinese doctor with ma again this morning and we went to a chinese restaurant to have our lunch together!
Somebody told me he like my smile. He made my day. :))

Busy Busy Busy!!!

2009-07-19T02:03:00.002-12:00

These few weeks have been doing project and project and projects!!! Today spend the whole day in Deej's house for FYP. Left with Sociology and FYP! Thursday lab assessment, Friday theory test!! Hope I can have more rest tonight and hopefully continue to study my lab book!
I wanted so much to play badminton today with Dear but it was raining and I was at Deej's house... :(( But anyway I was also super super super tired when I went home... ZZzzZZ....
Went to watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince with Dear on Friday and I though this one is not very nice. They talk a lot and emphasize a lot on their relationships. Not much actions as I was expecting them to... Sat in the cinema and suffered from buttock ache that night when i was trying my best to sleep. Thus I settled the problem by pasting some Salonpas!! :)
I feel weird recently and I just don't know why....

Coughss

2009-07-12T20:49:00.003-12:00

I have been coughing for almost more than 3 weeks if you people around me have noticed. But I hope I am recovering soon though.
Tomorrow I am having Adult Nursing 5 presentation and also internal assessment. I think I am more confident after practicing for almost 3 hours today in school.
I felt very happy that night when you message and said you are happy. It keep me going and smiled when I woke up the next morning thinking about it. :)

I am glad

2009-07-12T01:08:00.008-12:00

Ah ma smiling happily.

Took with Ah gong, he's handsome right?!

Uncle's 60th birthdaY!

Love staying by his side.

Char ye dan Dear peel for me

Hp chain Cousin gave me

I spend my weekends watching Absolute Boyfriend with Dear. I cried at the last few episodes. When Dear asked if I were to choose between a human or a robot lover, I told him I would wana experience a robot lover's love but in the end I will still prefer human. I'm glad you here with me in my life. You are able to grow old with me and have a family unlike a robot. <3
Dou Dou pass away on Friday night. We buried her yesterday.
Had family gathering as it was my Uncle's 60th birthday. I had lots of fun talking with my cousin and enjoyed the food! I bought this new dress and a new scarf!

Picss

2009-07-07T02:55:00.007-12:00

Dear getting his haircut

Took this in sch lib today.Sweets we bought from Mini Toons today.After hair cut on Monday

Side view

Do you?

2009-07-02T02:13:00.003-12:00

Do you remember, when we fall in love, do you remember how it all begin...
Do you remember the time??
你把我带到一个停泊的港口让回忆可以避避风...

Project day

2009-07-01T01:36:00.003-12:00

Today went to Bugis Arab Street for lunch with my group. Had a lot if fun at the Egypt restauarant! After that went to meet Dear for dinner at Tamp One food court. I was pissed off again by this 'horse face women'. I know I'm mean again here but she really got on my nerve. We saw this sofa seat by the window first and the auntie was wiping the table so I waited a while by the side and this bitch just came out from nowhere and sit there happily looking away outside the window. F her man!!!! After going back to my seat, she literally stared at me. I can't help but to diao her back. I was already in fire swearing words pouring out from my mouth. I super super angry and walked away to another seat where I can't see her f-ing face la. I think I was angry for about 15 mins.
She's such an uncivilized fugly women. I saw her again outside the building. Super suay...

Tuesday

2009-06-29T16:02:00.003-12:00

Saturday was gaming day. Played Sims3 the whole afternoon with Dear. Sunday went to play badminton with my Dear and seniors at a community centre nearby. Pictures is still in Jy's bf camera. Mama was angry with me the night before cuz I keep going out but when I reached home she was not anymore after the game. I keep talking non-stop during dinner on Sunday night with my lovely family. I was suppose to pay but Bro did instead cuz I don't have a single cent in my purse.
Yesterday was swimming day. Didn't really take much pics only cam whored a little after we showered. After we went shopping at Tampines area looking for Meh's tanktop but in the end never buy. I nearly bought a top but its too revealing. I shan't post it up. Lolx.
After they left I went to buy Transformer2 tickets and waited for Dear to come. We da bao BK into the cinema to have our dinner. I was pissed with the girl who served us. I ordered Ice Milo which is an additional of 40cents. Guess what she gave me? Ice lemon Tea... I exchanged it with Dear's upsized coke and he also never drink that teA. Should I complain? Worst still I was searching for the tissue and tomato sauce with I found out that they were all soaked in the drink bag. Don't she have the common sense to put the dry stuff with the burger? Dry with dry! Not dry with wet. But luckily it didn't affect me watching the movie. I love the action parts and the way they rip the other machines apart.
I thought there will be project today but I messaged my leader and she reply was simple. Anything. Naturally I didn't bother to reply since she also didn't bother. THURSDAY I'M NOT FREE! STUDY DAY WITH MY SENIORS!
As you can see I'm kind of bored. I made my breakfast when I woke up and my sausage literally exploded and split into half.

One more week

2009-06-25T20:52:00.002-12:00

There will be one more week of holiday for me as there is a confirm case of H1N1 flu in my school. Therefore they will need to disinfect everything and to prevent spread.
I went to gym that day and watch Land of the Lost with Dear. Its a funny show and I recommend u guys to catch it. The next show will be Transformer2 and
Ice Age3!!! Hehe~
Yesterday was a tiring day as we went to do our project and spend a lot of time walking around. Sole of my feet super painful.
I can't wait for Sunday and next Saturday to come! :)
One more week of holiday means more time for me to revise my work and read more.
I must aim to read through my Adult nursing 3!

Sunday

2009-06-22T02:42:00.005-12:00

All these food below are from Central.

My dinner tonight

The cake

My favourite mee sua cake.

Father's day celebration at ah ma hse was great! Got many food to eat.
Today went to watch Land of the Lost with Dear Dear! Its super funny!!! I love it!!

One week gone

2009-06-20T18:55:00.002-12:00

The first week of holiday is gone. How time pass.
Things that I have done so far....
Gyming with Meh on Monday, packing my room, finished my Heat Disorder, Nursing project in progress.
Today is Father's day and I'm going to ah ma's hse ltr. :)

movies w Dear

2009-06-15T18:13:00.002-12:00

When to watch with Dear Termination Salvation last Monday!

Buffet at Sakura weeks ago

2009-06-15T17:24:00.003-12:00

My new shoes from Tamp 1

Pictures of me and friends at Sakura eating weeks ago. :)

Sunday evening with my seniors!

2009-06-14T02:09:00.003-12:00

Ade's one

Me, Meh and JY ate this!

Our pea soup. My 1st time drinking this!

My sparkling strawberry soda

Free flow bread I like!

Went to have dinner with my dear seniors at Bakerzin and we had lots of fun taking pics!

Pics

2009-06-14T01:57:00.005-12:00

Class outing pics!!!Whole class presentation on NE!

Lunch at Roma

Cynthia's daughter!

A beautiful Thursday

2009-06-10T19:48:00.002-12:00

Although holiday is nearing me, I can see that I won't have time to rest... All the projects on due after school reopen. The only time left to do is during my holidays... Great isn't it? Just giving us more time to do and not rest.

But still there're some things I will set myself to accomplish during this 2 weeks of break:

Finish up Nursing Project

Nursing Management Project + write out

Heat Disorder Project

Sociology Project

Cycling

Swimming at night

Camping (if possible)

Next Sunday is Father's Day!
Many other happy dates to come. :o)
I'm seriously determine to lose weight! I can't wait to see my legs, arms and tummy slim again. I really need to relax too and sleep early to prevent my outbreak of pimples. HATE THEM TO THE MAX!

This morning while taking bus to school, there was a pest sitting right behind me and pushing her elephant legs against my back. MD! I didn't sleep a wink till about 5 bus stops before I alight. MD! It was a quick wink. And I think she didn't bath la! Stink to the max too. It was super strong that it was spreaded to the ppl in front of me too. I know I sound really mean here but wait till you get to smell that BO and get kicked by her gigantic legs, you'll know how I feel.
And when she let her legs down, I literally sinked backwards la. You can imagine how straight I was sitting for more than an hour's journey. MDMDMDMDMD!!!!!!! Se even stretched her body after waking up and leaned forward somemore... Faintz...

Had fun today

2009-06-10T01:45:00.007-12:00

Swenson with Dear last night

I was suppose to treat cuz he waited 2 hours for me

in the end he paid the bills...

My apple juice

Isaac wanted to pour chilli into my noodle soup...

This is the feedback form which i wanted to submit with my neat handwriting inside when Isaac changed the name of the restaurant...

it looks like a face.

my outfit for today

The keychain I waited so long for the letter 'J'!

I can't stop talking today!
Went to school for just 2 hours lesson and after that our class played with a group of sec3 kids! We played the stand on one leg game, group matching, tangle game and ice breaking!
Thereafter, I went to meet Joce and Isaac for some window shopping and I can't stop criticizing at every single thing that came to my eye. I talked about the cheese, how much I love strawberry, how addicted I was with Carlsberg and many many more. Then we met my dear senior, Ade. We went into a restaurant call Kim Gary at T1 and had our dinner there. We saw Mj and her mama there! We got fate. Hehe. After settling down, I continue commenting about the food, service and everything. Dear came after they finish eating. He bought me a cake from Emi Cakes and I just shared it with Mama.
It was Mama's birthday on Monday and we celebrated on Sunday for her!

Many random pics.

2009-06-06T16:41:00.009-12:00

Dessert for dinner last night. Man it was super warm last night!

Salmon Terriyaki Set

Went to eat Pizza with Dear and we realized their service is getting better! And our favorite waitress Kim Eng served us!

Pizza

Simply love their mushroom soup!!

Went to eat at Naked Fish at the Grassroot with Bx. Service sux. Tink we student no money pay ar? MD! But i like the food.

My Cordon Bleu! Its very nice!Poor parrot fish kenna eaten by Bx!The Pumpkin soup not bad too

Mango pudding!

Went to eat at Central with Dear

Tina's blink blink shoes!

My new pair of shoes

It help me stay awake on Monday when I just got back

Friday went to meet the gals for dinner. Took many pics.

I'm really glad u came back!Still my sunshine!

I really don't want

2009-06-03T23:17:00.002-12:00

I don't wish history to repeat itself. If it really has to, leave me alone.
I makes me feel that I'm not important when you say I'm the one for you.

Back home

2009-06-02T19:03:00.002-12:00

Just got home on Monday morning! Super tiring. I had NAPFA on the same day la! Now i'm having whole body muslce aches! I have got some sad news! Xiong Xiong passed away while we wasn't there for her... I'm really sad but I didn't cry this time round cause I got the feeling too that she would go cause she was scratching herself real hard the day before we left. I was thinking about her before I slept on Monday night. I even looked through pictures that I took for her while we gave her a bath.
I shall post my pictures later, got plenty of them!
I really enjoy myself for the 4 days with Dear beside me almost all the time and that we enjoy eating and playing!
I'm having 2 presentations tomorrow la! Arg stupid menses making me super sleepy plus the muscles aches= old lady!

2 days of rest!

2009-05-26T00:47:00.007-12:00

I wana learn hw to make this kind of mushroom soup! I LOVE IT!

MJ's and my ice cream

This special Zinger contains a huge amount of cabbages and I simply love it too!

It 'overflowed' when I opened the box...

Last two Sunday I went to a Nonya Restaurant with my family for dinner. We had a lot of fun there talking and joking.

I went to meet Joce that day and she brought me to her lab to treat me a cup of ice cream. :)